To the both of you: My prayers. We have all been there it would seem, you go too far, you cannot return and yet you are unsure about going forward. Once I started this quest, I felt very odd even going into a Lutheran church. I felt that I no longer belonged there. I went to the RC church with my wife and found it somehow very bland, almost to the point of being disconnected to me at all. When I was crismated last week, a young couple went through it with me, he protestant she RC, both of them had a much shorter trip than I. They converted only after 6 month, me 6 years. They said that once they came to a liturgy and a vespers, both of their churches did not fit. They could never go back. I cannot believe the number of RC joining our church here in Boulder, CO. They now out number the dissatified Episcopals. Keep me (us) posted on your further progress. If ever you need an email shoulder, I am sure you can rely on all of us, to attempt to answer issues.